Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Handmade little Pillow

16.06.2009

Today i still worry My Boi cant receive it tat gift tim..

because yesterday i use POSLAJU (National Courier) send de..
Actually today will receive de..
6something already..
he finish work back home ad..
but..
he still din send or call me he receive anything..
hmmm..
damn worry lah..
i just worry gift inside the little pillow nia XD
coz that pillow i really put many 'sham gei' make d..
Finally..
he sms tell me just receive my gift..
he look like very happy and surprise o..
saw him so happy i also happy^^..
that time i really think my plan ad success..
(give surprise & happy to him )
but..
until just now i only know..
my plan already FAIL..
pillow that 'shirt' too rough ad..
he dun like to hug too rough d..
I so careless..
still think i make de thing will 'shi quan shi mei'..
Sigh~
Really feel disappointed to me...
or maybe..
i give myself a high target ba^^...


**Picture below**



material





Finish making

Thursday, June 11, 2009

头痛

事情来的突然..
也很快的没事了..
就像一场梦..
现在我的心情就像海里的海浪..
心情到现在都还不能平复下来..
心很乱..
很怕..

很担心..
很担心她会在乱想..
每时每刻我都在担心..
每担心的一刻..
我心里就有种某明奇妙的恐惧感和心寒..
生之乎当我写着blog时..
我泪水都不停的在掉..
宝贝..
我压力真的很大...
叫我因该怎么做..
真希望你能在我身边..
我真的很怕迟早一天会到我奔溃.......


这是我人生中最深刻的阴影.....